Stidmo - Can't wait

Can't wait for the moment I leave
My story was written in the blood
Because my soul bleeds
I did this all that you say
I did it all not even twice
Have nothing as the result
Begging me to be like everyone around
Giving me so beautiful life advice and
My little lie grows now to the sky
To crumble after its weight down
Are you sure you can choose it
Where does this road go in the end?
Days rush faster we go slower
We are drowning in various ways
I've build and crushed
I did mistakes
I don't control
What's on my mind now
What's important
Where should I be
Where did I lost my chances to win
Crying like a river there's no excuse to stop now
I wish I had your problems to fucking solve them easily
Don't act like you've gone through war
Your condition is in your too clean hands just make it end
Being like you is too painful
Being like me is impossible
All my ways are now crossed
And I just drug my cross
I'm awful to the core
Proud what I have tried
Because the light in which you bathe
Is forbidden to us
Forbidden
Are you sure you can choose it
Where does this road go in the end
Days rush faster we go slower
We are drowning in various ways